Here i bring u all a story which is much different from the rest where u heard outside..this story do not have a good ending...it is about a family...
there was an old man who was happily spending his retirement age with his wife.. with children and grandchildren grown up.. there were nothing for him to worry about... and came to him a news that his son and grandchildrens are coming to visit him on the coming sunday... the happiness filled him and he woke up early to go to the market the next day.. bought the ingredient and spices he need and made some braised gravy..intending to make braised duck for them on sunday.... but after he made the dish, he passed on with a heart attack.... the news shock the entire family.....the grandson heard of the gravy and tasted it at the funeral wake... tears fillen him when he tried it.... no matter how hard he tried...how hard he wish... his grandfather will never hear that how delicious is that dish to him...and now...his grandfather who used to laugh with him was no longer there.... he was gone...he left with a unfinish wish.. which is to see his family taste the dish he made for them... for the family... the dish will be the parting gift from him to them.....
Devil & Angel *
Friday, October 13, 2006
7:43 PM
:: life at stake ::
so here i am... posting since last time.. this time i am really forced to write blog..... with a knife on my neck... my hannnnddssss arrreee treemmmblinnngg wiith feearr... dear was forcing meee to writte blloooggg.... annnd hheeereee it goooess
hmmm... let me rewind the time to my birthday... i reach home at around 1 plus.. and dear came to my house at 2.. with surprises ... she bought me a hamster which i named it donkey... dun ask me why cos i dun know why too.. and she made a cake for me... so touched.. make the cake till 1 am the night before..... and the cake was very nice.... really nice.... and she stayed for dinner... and days are boring since den.... and this week is so packed.... monday i went swimming with sen and jaret after school and when i reach home, it is already 9+.... thats late and i have yet to start on any school stuffs.... and on tues and wed, dear came my house to accompany me to kill time...dun wan tell u all what we did... =p... and i today i went to gym in the morning!! DAM!!! got pulled out of my bed in the morning to go gym!!! woke up at 7.30 when today lesson is at 12...-.- of cos, the gym session drain all of our energy... i did not listen to any of the lesson... and there is one more thing... the dam haze is causing irritation to my throat... those idiots who are burning trees will have an early death... first, they will got fall down when they are crossing the road... den they will get bang by a car, but only breaking their legs... den they will get bang by another to break their hands.. which last but not least, their heads will get squashed flat by a container truck... which end their pathetic life.... may these happen to them..... irritating bunch of idiots... make my cough get worsen....
so with this post... my life is saved!!! YaY!!!!
tatas
Devil & Angel *
Friday, September 22, 2006
7:07 PM
:: the last of the holiday ::
Today went out with wei rong and bernard to lot 1 as we own that wei rong a treat on his bthday. and so met at 11 am.. but rong was late.. well nt surprising.. and so we went to KPool and have some game there, after afew rds, bernard and me was on par.. nt until rong appear, the moment rong appeared, bernard start his losing streak... nvr win any games since den... and so we went to arcade..... the moment i step in, i dun have the sense of excitment that used to have afew yrs back when i went there.. things seems so boring to me... and i dun show any interest in the games there, and so we went for the buffet at suki... this time we are clever... we dun eat any sushi... we called the side dish... which is more worth it... the place seems to be full of the past.. past memories filled me like flashes of video.... during the meal, rong keep on starting up irritating topics on gangs... and it erks me out.... and after that rong went to town to meet his friends... while bernard and i walk ard... we saw giordano is having offers and we bought shirts there.... hmmm bought a orange for myself... looks ok to me... oh well... and so we head back home... with a new team ahead of me.... things seems to be rolling fast... life now is like a video being fast forward that something i can hardly pause for a break... and a holiday have come and go.... it seems hardly that i have done anything.... and life seems to waste on me....i seems to be worried abt my future but i can't seems to be able to do anything but worried and wait for whats inhold for me....the feeling of waiting is terrible...living things all fears things that they don't know... thats why future may be terrifying....and so i decide to work hard for it..... ok i think thats enough for me today... will decide the next post when i feel like it.... so see u guys till next time rd...
tatas
something are meant to be forgotten and forgiven... but can someone really forgets...........
Devil & Angel *
Thursday, September 14, 2006
5:48 PM
:: a relieved heart ::
so here i am... posting yet again~ well my results is out yesterday.. although i passed all of them but the result is the lowest i can ever seen... but first i want to thank lord for leading me through this semester and praise him for making such a wonderfully miracle of letting me pass...
and so today bernard and me went out to celebrate wholeheartedly for the results..... it is such a enormous relieve to know that i passed all and i went out with no worries.... and so we decide to go to quality hotel for a buffet lunch...woke up early in the morning to find out how to go there.. and made a booking just in case there are too many ppl when we reach there.... and so we took mrt all the way down to novena... i would not say it is a fun ride.. as the trip there simply ache my butt.... but there are some girls to look at though...=X and so the moment we reach there, we look at the blueprint at the mrt station.. knowing that the hotel is not anywhere near the station, we decide to take taxi there.... and so we sat comfortably on the taxi towards the destination.....and so we reach there in no time.... well well well.... the moment i lay my eyes on quality hotel, i dun see how it get the name....-.- ... but the food there is alright though... cheap too.... intending to bring dear go if she is good.....LOL.... and so after the stomach bursting meal... i suggested to find the famous tau sar piah which is on the same street.... and so we walk and walk... but the street seems neverending!!! OMG.... and so i called my dad to ask.. he told me the shop is at the end of the street...ZzZZzZzzz and we are in the middle of it after the long march... XD.. and so we reached there tired.... but the moment we reach there, the fragrane of the tau sar piah reach us and i bought 2 boxes of it with 10 each inside.... and to our SURPRISE!! the aunty warmly treated us one sweet and one salty tau sai piah... and the taste is so nice.... it is a die die must try.... the crispiness of the outside and the softness of the fillings is simply heavenly...LOL... droolling? those who wan the address can make a request in my tag... and so we went to novena square for window shopping...went to the pet shop and all the hamster are sleeping.. zzz... so lazy... reminds me greatly on my dear... LOL =X anyway looking at the time, it is not early and we head back home as bernard wanted to borrow some books from the library... and so finally i am home.. home sweet home.... nothing seems more comfortable than my bed...lol.... ok enough for today... tired to type more...
tatas all
Devil & Angel *
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
1:48 AM
:: day of the ticking fear ::
alright... heres my post... my last post before i get my results... strange day i am having... everytime i look at the clock today, i doesn't seems to be bothered by the time, but i seems to be making a count down...a countdown of the incoming fear.. the countdown to the release of the results..........the time seems to be ticking so fast that i can hardly remember that it had passed... and now that it is so quiet, the ticking of the clock sound across the whole room, ticking of the inpending fear.... seems like a time bomb that are tied to me... no matter what i do, it is inevitable.... and so hoping for a miracle to happen... made my prayer.... prepared for whatever that comes to me......be it good or bad. but asking myself, am i really prepared? what will i do in different situation? with these question i asked to myself, it seems that i am not prepared at all... i was just waiting to receive something that i know i can escape... this is the first time i lost the confident i had.. the confident that i processed when i do things.. the thing that lead me through so far....and though i dun like to remind myself of that result is coming out, but it simply drift across my mind.... it is something which i can't forget, nor push it aside.... and so what should i do? no matter what i do; games;sleep;chores, these does not seems to allow me to let that thought down for a moment and the pressure is suffocating........ Now myself seems to be in delimma.. half of me want to get pass it as fast as possible.. but the other half seems dreadful to see the light of the new day... and so what should i do ? well i surpose there are no perfect answer to a question like this... and so it is better not to answer it....and so here i am .. sitting in the middle of the night... blogging.. letting the traquility of the night surround me... but the silience seems to be cause the mayhem within me.... ever heard of this phrase ' deafening silience speaks volume'? if not den it is time for you guys to get out of the well that u dwell in ... lol... OMG my first lol of the day.... hmmm i think i am going alittle bit of crazy...maybe more than abit....ok and so here is where i stop... hopefully that you guys out there will see a post from me tomolo... a post containing good news... a post that will releive me of all the agony that i am going through..... and with this.... tatas
Devil & Angel *
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
12:05 AM
:: what a BORED day ::
WELL WELL WELL.... here i am.. back again.. this time i post not for you guys entertainment... but is for MINE... as the results are releasing on wednesday, i have become edgy as the day moved nearer... hoping for the best but expecting the worst.... it is like await for my doomday which seems to be so near....
and so wake up early in the morning and have nothing to do!!! damn... entertainment seems to bore me... maple;gunbound;dota...seems like a commitment rather den games..ZzZzzZz.. and so i decided to drown myself in the Harry Potter series which have been my prize collections....LOL... and i read my way through the whole morning..... and in the afternoon, happily try to sign in MSN and WTF.... SMLJ error!!!! cannot sign in ..!!! $%$#%$#%$#%$#%$#%$#%$#%$#%$# and the problems persist till now.... which means i am deprive of my source of communication withs my friends.....!!! NOW U ****ing Programers of Msn BETTER LISTEN UP.... BETTER FIX THE PROBLEMS... OR ELSE.....hmmmmmm...... wait till i think of what to do with u guys den i will tell u whats next..... JUST ****ing fix the problem....what a waste of time... leting time tick pass without doing anything... and the worst is i hate it when i did nothing nowdays.. esp when the thought of results keep running through my mind... driving me crazy!!!!!!!
haiz... anyway.. just now went out with dear and bought her a pet terrapin.... well.. her terrapin compared to mine is simply an ant... owning to the fact that mine is specially trained over the 8 years by yours truly... and mine bites... so tread carefully around me or i shall set it on YOU...*evil laugh* well i got bitten by mine before and maybe some of you will like to try the 'sensation'...hehe...ok ok seems such a long post... and it seems never ending too.since there are no MSN for me, i shall go back to my HARRY POTTER and indulge myself in the mystery within... so thats all folks... and 'hope to see you all again ' hmmmmm i wonder who is so stupid to read the whole thing.......dun need to look around.... you are the stupid one... YEA.. YOU!!!
tatas~~~
Devil & Angel *
Thursday, August 24, 2006
7:32 PM
:: EXAM'S OVER ::
Due to considerable huge amount of nagging and complains that i did not blog for a long time by my dear, i finally decide to post something.
since my last post, my school works seems to be heavier and heavier, with projects and exams, the stress seems to be building up among me and my friends.
but nevertheless, as i am posting this, my exams are over, no exam = no stress, no stress = playtime!!! LOL...ain't it great?? it is time to relax... but it doesn't seems that i have much time to relax... few days ago, i received a news that i have been chosen to go for a IBM course that i have applied long time ago and it lasted for 5 days starting from next monday and it is a 9-5 course..ZZzzzzz -.-.... but to be chosen, i felt so lucky, of all the people who applied, i am one of the few that was chosen together with my friends.... just hoping that the course will be of some help when i graduate..... the exams that lasted for 2 weeks is a hell for us... it is so DIFFICULT!!!!! i surpose it is due to the absent from the lectures and appearance at the lan shop too much.. =X wahahahaha... regrets~~
so now with the stress unloaded from our shoulder, it is time for me to plan my holiday nicely... wahahaha...HOLIDAY!! WOOTS....cool right? pity that most of the idiots are having schools!! wahahaha....dun get jealous ya? as the course lasted for a week, the plan of going back to my secondary school have to be abandon... luckily i visited the teachers not long ago....
so relax now... just changed dear de blog today... and when she found out, she seems so happy.. LOL ... silly little girl... =X... and that her silly little friend elaine*well she was nt that little though... but silly wise... YES*, was requesting to join in any gang fights... =.="... anyway as i am having my part of fun, i was looking for part time jobs.. so peeps.. remember to count me in if there is a good "lobang" hor... dun pang seh....
ok la i think i written enough to stop dear from her nags le... and so this is where i stop... dun miss me much .... tatas
P.S. if anyone want to watch some erm... exciting video that u will never watch before in your whole entire life, just ask me for it.. but rem to watch it with a empty stomach.... ^.^
