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the angel within the devil
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The Devil:
Ethan
18 yr old
born on 4/10/1988
studying in singapore polytechnic
in a relationship
hallucination88@hotmail.com
his loves :
his dear
his computer
watching movie
listening to music
his displeasure :
restrictions
nags
stress
noise
security guards
Devil & Angel *
Sunday, April 16, 2006
1:42 AM
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day to church
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today i went to church of singapore bukit timah under the invitation of my old friend, wei yong . bernard went there with me too, when we reached there, wei yong is busy and was not able to welcome us and so his friends welcome us instead and they welcomed us warmly, soon we start playing the ice breaking game and soon we get to know more of the ppl there, there was a game which require us to break the banana into pieces and to piece it back... -.- omg and a girl call hannah go and squeeze the banana till it is mush...O.O and it look so......shall not talk abt that... den we proceed to the praise and worship and the atmosphere is good there and which after we start the show narnia.. although i have watched it before...but watching it again is equally exciting...
after the show , we went for the cell meeting...it was fun there and time seems to pass fast.....after the meeting, we went to the dinner there and we chat our way through the dinner...and my father called and vent his anger and me for which he had already suspect that i wan /had be a christian... but i will tell him when chance arise.. and hopefully that he will accept that i have my freedom of my own believes...well but there is something that makes me happy too.. i sms eunice for the whole day.. and poor her have to oblige to reply...so sweet =X... ok la dun talk le..so tired..........anyway happy easter to everyone of u and may god bless u ;D..tatas
Devil & Angel *
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
12:19 AM
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back for more action
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well well well, afew day without post and ppls are getting to miss me here =X... so where have i been doing for the past few days? well, i have been training the maple char of that asshole as i have promised him, and today is the last day and it marks my freedom too =X... so he of course as promised, return the favour and give me some items for free. LOL...and the sad thing is the items i got is not really good at all =(.. anyway i have the thinking of accepting christ for the past few days but the problem starts with that.. knowing that my parents are tyrants, they wan to control the lifes of their children and so it is hard to persuade them to let me have my freedom of the choice in believes, since this sat my friend invited me to his church for some activities, might as well take this chance to know me , and i do not dare to tell my parents about me intending to become a christian as the reply are all within my expectation.. haiz poor me =X so i have been thinking about a pleasant way to break the news to them but the time does not seems to be right all the time!!! damn =X .. and since i am young , my parents nvr take the initiatives to talk to me properly in whatever i do , and so i tends to make my own decision which some, end up awfully wrong, and when that happens, they just do their scoldings and i will nvr learn till i am wrong.... and that leaves me in dilemma.. okok enough of thinking , do u know that straining ur brain makes u old.. and i wan to remain young!! and so i will think abt that next time and shall return to my game and relax my mind till next time...tatas
Devil & Angel *
Saturday, April 08, 2006
12:23 AM
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days of the pasts
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today, we went back to regent sec as planned to visit the teachers and to look ard at the bazaar happening there, we enter the sch without any trouble and soon we met ms beh or rather mrs fong.. den we gave her our gift and she look so happy and soon she lead us ard the bazaar and tell us what happen to the sch since we left it, mrs fong lead us to the photo taking booth guarded by mr nonis, a english teacher cum photography of the sch, he took a photo of us with the sch as background, and we are satisfy with the photo, and we walk ard to remernise the old days, and wondering if we really cherish our sch days, LOL.. we went to the cabin for a game of carrom and bernard lose drastically there =X keke.. and so we went on to tour ard the bazaar... as we go on , we saw many ppl patronising the curry chicken stall and so we decide to follow the crowd, and the curry is not bad... and soon we decide to make our way home as there wasn't much thing left for us to do and we bid mrs fong farewell and we took the bus home
when i reached home and bathed, i went to play maple as usual but this time i felt so tired, and so i went to take a short nap b4 going for my dinner, and after my dinner, that asshole nag me to train his char for him , and this time he put some consession for me, he stated that if i lvl up for him , he will give me some cash item, rubbing my hands in glee, i agreed, and it stretch till now den it lvl -.-''', haiz feeling so tired, and suddenly think of eunice, maybe the training in maple and strain my concentration too much, but the sudden thought of her seems wonderful...LOL ok enough of the long day.. i shall go catch some slp which i solely deserve..tatas
Devil & Angel *
Friday, April 07, 2006
12:12 AM
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day of buffet
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today i when i woke up, i feel so lazy and laze on my bed, den here comes the wake up call from bernard,calling to wake me up as we have decide to go yuki and yaki at marina sq later on , and so , we meet arranged to meet rong at jurong east mrt station at 12 pm, as rong was nvr early, we was thinking that this time will be no exception, and so i take my time in preparing, and on the way out of the house to meet bernard first, but when i just go out of the house and just boarded the bus, i receive a call from rong, expecting him to find reason for his incoming lateness, i pick the call and hear what he have to say, but the purpose of the call is surprising, rong is there at JE waiting for us, shock by the news, me and bernard rushed to the meeting place to find that rong look so dead -.-''' , alright, den we take the train to city hall and went to marina sq, when we are at yuki and yaki, as usual, rong took a mountain of food and put on the table, making his usual claim that he can finish all of them, and as usual again , he dump the food onto our plates in hope that we will clear it up for them, and while eating, we gave our form teacher in our old sec sch a call, and while taking to her, we found out that on fri this week, theres a charity event going on at regent sec and inviting us to join in , agreeing to the invitation , and we carry on terminating the food one by one till all of them disappear into thin air...LOL.. den we call for the dessert~~ ice cream and we ate our way through different flavour of ice cream and soon we found that we were too bloated and we could vomit, so we went to settle the bills...
after that we went to walk ard the shopping centre and i meet my old classmate, raynard, he was with his gf, and raynard and i had a short talk and i found out that he was in diff class with me next year, that was so sad, which means we can't play cs, pool and go out eat at clementi le, and i was glad we 2 are successfully promoted to yr 2 and after that we went on to the window shopping, and we 3 was thinking that we had nvr give ms beh anything when she got married, we decided to get her something as a token for teaching us for so many yrs,we shop and shop, and enjoying the process of finding weird stuffs for her..LOL =X, and finally we get her a stuffed toy, a PIG, which look simply like her =X,
den we went to arcade for a short while of entertainment, but this time bernard choose the game that he will win this time round so that he will not end up the losing end.... =X and after the games and entertainment, we head back home , we went the different way as rong was going to ang mo kio to meet his gf and so we bid each other gd bye and went the other way
when i reached home, TO MY HORROR, my mum cooked my share of dinner, and i was on the verge of vomiting as i was so full, and so after the bath , i went down to take a stroll in hope to digest faster, but that makes my thirsty and i drink so much water that i almost vomit =.='' and when i reached home, i went to play game, i brought my char to ossy(a place in maple) and went to cerebes to hunt hino fan for eunice and i died so many time in the process...haiz..and so pissed off with my death, i start shooting my mouth at everyone i can think of =X.. alrite i was careless myself too...
and so rong call to discuss what to wear to sch tomolo and we decided to wear our sch U so that we can sneak in the sch unaware..KEKEKEKE =X and so i went back to help my friend train his char, although this asshole ask me to train his char, but he is a kind asshole as he repay me for my efforts by treating me to some cash item and i was grateful, he even say he would let me do his 3rd job advancement for him, i was even grateful,LOL , this think he is such a kind asshole =X alright enough of today, i shall go get a slp and tomolo get myself ready to face the mighty ms beh LOL....tatas
Devil & Angel *
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
11:58 PM
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day to bernards home
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today i only have 3 hours of slp and have to wake up early to go to bernard's house to register for my gems as my com system is weird -.-''' when i reached there, there is like 30 mins to the start of the registration, and so i called up jaret and sen to discuss abt the course to take, after a lenghty discussion, we have decided to go for the gems called mathematical games and puzzle on wed afternoon... but problems arise when i have chosen the course.....jaret can't get into the course and he was try to get us to get into another course which we dun even understand
...so no choice, jaret is separated from us, but he did not let it down, he was try to phsyco us to join another course but nice try, it dun work =X.. and so i went back home and play my maple... and my char dies while doing the quest!!!!! feeling so angry, i went to slp and when i woke, it is time for dinner, so after eating my dinner, i have to fetch my sis from tuition.....haiz so boring, and i have to fulfill my promise to the guy to play his char in maple and so here i goes den...tatas
Devil & Angel *
Monday, April 03, 2006
11:25 PM
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nth to do~
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today my mum works in the afternoon shift, and this means i will wake up at ard 1 + in the afternoon to prevent her nagging =X, and after she is gone to work, i begin to play games as my char is lvling today, but after training my char awhile, i remembered that i promise a asshole to train his char too while he is at camp =X, no choice, i went to played his char, and lvled his char b4 mine, so sick of it =X, and after that my father take over the com and leaving my char not lvled!!!, left without com, i went to watch tv, and sms eunice at the same time, =X so wonderful keke... and when i finally get to play the com, it was so late at night
but before i start playin my game, i wrote eunice a testi wahahahaha, now i am going to think which gems to choose for my next semester of study, it is always a tiring job to do, there are simply too many to choose from , and i have to made my decision at 10 am tomolo, haiz, life at poly is so troublesome, alrite i shall return to my game now , so thats all for today, tatas~~
Devil & Angel *
Sunday, April 02, 2006
10:33 PM
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day to cemetry~
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today i did not slp at all yesterday night as we are surpose to make our way to the cemetry , we went out of the house at ard 4.45 and the first step i took out of my house, i could feel the cooling breeze of the night, den my dad drove to fetch my aunt and den straight to the cemetry, when we reached there, i am so surprise to see the no of ppl there, it was so crowded at such time, and so when we reached the meeting place with the rest of the relatives, we went to my great grandma tombs first, when we reached there, we began our work, to clean the tomb, and place our offerings before it, tell her that we have come to see her, den we proceed to the burning of the offerings, hoping that she will receive it, after done with great grandma's tomb, we went to my grand uncle's, while on the way to his, i wan wondering something, i came here only once a year, and for the past 2 yrs, i always see a girl ard my age just 2 tombs away from my grand uncle's, wondering will this yr be an exception, but when i reach there, she is there again, and there was a moment when she notice me looking at her and she simply look back, lasting for ard 5 mins before i was interupt my my relatives, =X, anyway after done with the prayers and everything, my uncle in law chop the offerings and it was shared among everyone, hehehe, and my aunt brought taiwan iron eggs to share among us, and that was so hard, and it makes my wonder if it will kills anyone if i were to throw that at them =X. after done with the cemetry, we went to the temple where my great grandpa's ash were placed, after done with the things there, we went to my grand aunt house, and the adults are talking away abt the past, with my slping at a corner =X den at last i reached home at 11, upon reaching home, i went to bath and slp immediately..LOL
after waking up, i start gaming and there it goes till now... haiz now my friend wan me to sell things in game cheap to her, and it looks like i have no choice but to cut the price T.T alrite for todays, i shall return to the games.., tatas..
Devil & Angel *
Saturday, April 01, 2006
11:29 PM
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thoughts
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today i was woke up by my little sis to ask me bring her to tuition, and so i agreed and went to wash up, after coming back home, i rem that tomolo the relatives and us are going to the cemetry to pay our respect to the late loved ones, the one who left the deepest memories in me is my great grandmother, and so this is for her
great grandma:
i still remember the days of which u are doting on me, protective towards me, and caring to me. i missed the day where i cried to u when my parents scolded me, i still rem the way u scold my parents when they beats me, i missed the days when u talk to me when i visit u , the way the talk to me in the affectional way.
since the day u left me, i start my days of independence, i learn to stand against the problems i faced, although you are no longer with me, you will always be living in my heart of mine. there are days where i was down, i wish u were there for me, reminding myself with the fact that u will never be by my side, the fact is tomenting, everytime i flip through the pictures i took when i was young, tears rolled down my face unknowningly, the feelings i had when i went to visit u at the cemetry is tomenting, trying to tell u what happenned to me for the past years, hoping that u would ans me, but u wouldn't.
great grandma, if only u are still here, if only u can hear my stories of my life, i know u will watch over me from above, and i will not forget ur teachings in my life, the memories of u will always be with me, may i will be ur great grandson again, later i will be going to visit u again, and hope u can hear my prayers.
yours great grandson,
ethan
Devil & Angel *
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day of games
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today i woke up early and that was unusual as i usually slp till noon, the reason for waking early cos bernard and me intend to go lan in the noon, so as there are still time to the time of meeting, i played maple, but a phonecall reach me while i am playing, it was from rong, and he called to ask me if i wan to go swimming later on and meet me and bernard at 12, knowing that he is depressed nowadays, i agreed to it and soon bernard agreed too, but on the way out, rong smsed and said that he will be half an hour late, well knowing rong for so long, i know that he is never early before, so i was not affected at all as i knew that was coming but the real maddening things happen when bernard and i reached lakeside mrt, the place we are surpose to meet rong, the phone rangs, it was again from rong, and this time the purpose of that call is to tell us that HE IS MEETING HIS GF AND IS UNABLE TO MEET US...WHAT THE.....$#%$#%@%@%##%#%$#$% den he promised to give us a treat in future , that seems to applease us alittle bit.
since we are not able to swim as planned, we went to our oringinal planning,which is to play lan at limbang, we had our lunch at the mac before going up to the lan shop, but the moment i step into the lan shop, the auntie actually tell me that ONLY ABOVE THE AGE OF 16 CAN ENTER, i was thinking 'DO I LOOK THAT YOUNG', well after clarifying the age, we book the coms for 2 hr and start of journey of CS(counter strike), bernard really seems to holds no talents in games as i own him hundreds of rounds and he killed me less den 15 rounds, keke, shall not press on that point
so after the 2 hr of lan , we walk ard the arcade, and bernard seems to be wanting to prove that he have talents in the gaming, so he suggest to play some of the games, as usual he lose in all the games he played in -.- haiz,=X alright dun say him le, and so after that i came home and play maple till now =X, and my friends are pressing me to return to game while i am here blogging haiz, i shall go now, see ya guys soon.. tatas.
ethan
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