angel in soul.

Devil & Angel *

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
6:54 PM

:: NC 16 PG ::

AS THE TITLE READ, THE CONTENT IS NOT FOR CHILDREN UNDER 16 AND READ WITH PARENTAL GUIDANCE...

today i am fking pissed off. the shirt that i bought last time have dyed upon my fathers clothes and my mum and father scold me as if it is my fault. YES it may be my fault that i bought that shirt, BUT DUN TELL ME THE SHIRT U 2 FKING BUY DUN DYE? MY SHIRT WAS DYED BY UR SHIRT AND I KEPT MT FKING MOUTH CLOSED!!! AND EVEN FKING SEPERATE MY CLOTHES FROM THE REST.. AND THAT FKING FATHER OF MINE GO AND PUT IT INTO THE SAME PAIL AS IT AND NOW IT IS MY FAULT!!?!?!?! EH U GOT STUDY ANOT? U THINK WORDS COME OUT OF UR FKING MOUTH IS CORRECT AR? PLS LA.DEN IS IT MY FAULT THAT MY MUM DUN LIKE MY GRANDMA? AND SO WHAT IF MY FATHER BRING ME TO GO TO FIND MY GRANDMA ON MOTHER'S DAY? NOT HAPPY AR?GO TELL MY FATHER LA.. VENT UR FKING ANGER ON ME FOR WHAT.. U THINK I AM THERE TO LET U VENT? AND U SAID I AM NOT FILIAL THAT I DID NOT BUY U ANYTHING!!!! EH DO U KNOW HOW MANY TIME I BUY U THINGS AND U SCOLDED ME? DUN CONTRADIC UR OWN WORDS AND ACTIONS.... U BOTH TAKE ME OUT AS IF I AM UR ANGER VENDER.. U 2 ARE ADULTS AND PLS DUN MAKE PPL SAY THAT U ACT EVEN YOUNGER DEN UR SON... EVEN I DUN DO THAT TO OTHER PPL.. HAVE GOD BLESS U A BRAIN WITH NO INTELLIGENT? AND DUN U FIND EXCUSES TO GET IT AT ME WHEN U ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ANOTHER PERSON DOING... I AM A HUMAN AND NOT A DOG..IF U DUN LIKE ME AS A SON .. U CAN JOLLY WELL DISOWN ME AND I WILL NOT FALL... I CAN SWEAR TO LORD NOW THAT I, ETHAN , WILL NOT ALLOW MY CHILDREN TO LEARN ANYTHING FROM THEM EXCEPT THE KNOWLEDGE THAT THEY ARE THIER GRANDPARENTS AND NOTHING ELSE... DUN BLAME ME FOR THAT FOR U HAVE PROVE URSELF NOT WORTHY TO TEACH ANYONE... U HAVE NOT DONE A GOOD JOB BRINGING ME UP... U HAVE NOT LOOK UPON ME AS A SON...U MIGHT DENY TO THE WORLD BUT U WILL NVR BE ABLE TO GET AWAY FROM UR OWN DOINGS.. GOD HAVE EYES AND HE WILL BE MY JUDGE... HOW I AM TREATED... AND I WILL NOT ALLOW MY CHILD TO BE TREATED THIS WAY....I DUN MIND U DO AS U SAID ABOUT STABBING ME WITH THAT CHOPPER.. AND U SAID THAT U DUN MIND STABBING ME AS AT MOST U GO TO JAIL...DO U KNOW HOW CHILDEST U ARE WHEN U SAID THAT?
EVEN IF I DIE... THERE ARE STILL 2 MORE SISTER OF MINE...THEY ARE UR DAUGHTERS AND BY SAYING THAT, U ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FAMILY... U ARE UNFIT TO HAVE A FAMILY AND IT IS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE U EVER MADE WHEN U 2 START THIS FAMILY.. BOTH OF U ARE NOT READY THAT TIME.. NOT EVEN NOW....
TO MY FATHER: WHAT HAVE U TAUGHT ME SINCE YOUNG? WE NVR HAVE A CHANCE TO SIT AND TALK ON THE THINGS I DONE WRONG.. DID U PRACTISE WHAT U PREACH TO ME? DID U SHOW ME THE RIGHT DOING WITH UR OWN ACTIONS? U NVR DID!!
TO MY MOTHER: HOW MANY TIME DO U WAN TO TALK ABOUT THE PAST MISTAKE I HAVE DONE!! PPL WILL GROW UP UNLIKE UR THINKING...DO U THINK THAT BY VENTING UR ANGER ON OTHER PPL WILL MAKE THINGS SETTLED? USE UR BRIAN... IT IS NOT THAT U DUN HAVE IT... AND DO U REALLY GAIN PLEASURE WHEN U JOIN IN WHEN MY FATHER SCOLDS ME? EVEN WHEN U DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM BEENING SCOLDED FOR.. U JUST HAPPILY SHOOT UR MOUTH OFF AT ME... U ARE A HUMAN.NOT A DOG... HAVE UR OWN THINKING... OTHERS MIGHT NOT BE CORRECT AND ESP MY FATHER .. WHAT HAVE HE DONE IN HIS LIFE THAT IS CORRECT? IT IS LIMITED AS I SEE....
here i tell u 2... i will leave this house sooner or later... and i will make sure that it is sooner myself...by then i hope that u 2 will reflect that what u have done... i maybe wrong but am i lead to the right path? i nvr was. i only learn when u 2 gang up and beat me or even scold me when i dun even know why? and threatening to kill me shows that u are simply uncurable... shouting vulgar at ur own child as and when u like it shows how childist u are... with this i have said all i wan and mark my word... i will leave sooner den u expect..... mark my word

ethan chew

Devil & Angel *

Friday, May 05, 2006
10:51 PM

:: ONCE IN A BLUE MOON ::

I AM BACK!!!! WHAT A PLEASANT SURPRISE RIGHT?
since sch reopen, my access to the blog cease to the extent that i did not even blog at all..OMG..getting lazier LOL... now i have to juggle sch and game at the same time and it seems ok to me currently.. my char had finally have the motivation to charge!!! KEKE.... and my life style seems to cramp now...even that i have to plan my slot when my friends ask me out..=X
now now now..... today i OVERSLPT!!!!! i am surpose to have lesson from 8- 10 and i woke at 11!!!!! thats so EXPECTED =X and eunice said thats the result of slping late >.< listen le also sad.... den in the end missed the deal of going to buy swimming trunks with sen and the gang...haiz..everyday is yet another long running day for me.. which always end me up so tired and worn...the new modules are so demanding..they think that we have aquire all the basic and now we are treated as if we know all and when we ask qns, the lecturers are real sarcastic to u in a ' nice way'... looking forward... i see that i will be having attachment soon and looking backwards, life seems to pass so fast and sometimes makes ppl regret that they have wasted part of it unknowningly......even with the determination of making full use of present, ppl will still regret in future as they grow and matured...so what can i say.. life is full of regret? my life seems so full of regrets. anyway, how many ppl can die so peacefully without any regrets?alright shall stop here and return to my own world.. so long my friends and hope i will be back soon enough ..tatas