angel in soul.

Devil & Angel *

Saturday, April 01, 2006
11:29 PM

:: thoughts ::

today i was woke up by my little sis to ask me bring her to tuition, and so i agreed and went to wash up, after coming back home, i rem that tomolo the relatives and us are going to the cemetry to pay our respect to the late loved ones, the one who left the deepest memories in me is my great grandmother, and so this is for her
great grandma:
i still remember the days of which u are doting on me, protective towards me, and caring to me. i missed the day where i cried to u when my parents scolded me, i still rem the way u scold my parents when they beats me, i missed the days when u talk to me when i visit u , the way the talk to me in the affectional way.
since the day u left me, i start my days of independence, i learn to stand against the problems i faced, although you are no longer with me, you will always be living in my heart of mine. there are days where i was down, i wish u were there for me, reminding myself with the fact that u will never be by my side, the fact is tomenting, everytime i flip through the pictures i took when i was young, tears rolled down my face unknowningly, the feelings i had when i went to visit u at the cemetry is tomenting, trying to tell u what happenned to me for the past years, hoping that u would ans me, but u wouldn't.
great grandma, if only u are still here, if only u can hear my stories of my life, i know u will watch over me from above, and i will not forget ur teachings in my life, the memories of u will always be with me, may i will be ur great grandson again, later i will be going to visit u again, and hope u can hear my prayers.

yours great grandson,
ethan